You’re the artist of our destruction
Dear Diary,
SO. I got some more stuff online. Have you gotten lost on the website yet? Yes? Good. haha. That’s the point. To get you to search for clues. ALSO, I’ve uploaded a good amount of the products that used to be on my Etsy and Postmark on the “Secret Boutique” and Thrift my Closet. You can also find some cute goodies that I make on the Handmade section. Did you find the links to those yet? Well now you did.
I’ve been thinking…it might finally be time for @LoveHateVanessa to get out there and meet people again. Specifically…start dating. Maybe talk to some dudes. hahaha. Oh the awkwardness is already irking me out. I’ve also been thinking about doing stand up comedy shows again. This time I’m serious. This time it’s serious. This new medication makes me feel so numb and…”boring”. So I’ve gotta get out of that bag. But it’s time for me to live my “creative” lifestyle now. It’s time for me to do all the things I said I wanted to do my whole life, now. I deserve to do this.
I also want to get back on my skates and go back to roller derby practice. Even in this disgusting 98 degree Texas heat and humidity. I have no clue where they’re holding practice this year. It’s been a year since I put my skates on and went to practice. I hate that “bambi on ice” feeling when I haven’t skated in a while.
There’s a situation happening in my home currently and I don’t know how to handle it. I know it’s a legal matter at this point, I just don’t know how to address it. I just don’t have the means to go up there and extract them. But I’m being preyed upon. AND this is what happens when you get sick and can’t fend for yourself. (It’s a rather sick sad story. Maybe one day I’ll tell it to you.) Anyways, it’s past my bedtime and I have to be up early for MORE THERAPY b/c of what is currently happening in my home. Up there.
xoxoxox V
You gave me something to believe in, but I'm not believing
Just run, (Just run)
You've won, I'm broken, it's done
Is this, (Is this)
Is this your idea of fun?
When dealing with the pro in breaking hearts
Just run (Just run)